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I’m getting used to the routine and flow of school. It’s alright, actually. I can handle it. Sometimes I want to burst into song and dance. But I must keep my composure and dignity. It is a sad thing in this world when you cannot truly freely express how you feel. Am I not right? Of course I am. I wish I weren’t so lazy and I wish I would stop going to sleep so late. Bad habits bad habits, must get rid of them.

Me: omg, I have to go to sleep early! I don’t want to look ugly and old.

Connie: …I went to sleep at six this morning.

Me: o___o!!! omg!

You see? That is pretty much a daily conversation. I will never get rid of this terrible habit, and neither will Connie. It is a drug. Oh deary me. Today in chem,

Me: Emily, we should like go out and do tuff.

Emily: huh? do what?

Me: you know, stuff that friends do. I mean, ever since I got to Temple City I never went out with you guys and stuff.

Emily: that’s true..I go out every saturday.

Me: O___O >O<;; *FEELS LIKE A MAJOR LOSER* [trying to recover, racks her brain for something to say to save herself] wellwell, I go out with my cousins ..and stuff. [nice going tinny]

Emily: hahahaha. woww. Like, we go out to the mall, bowling, play. and stuff. yeah.

Me: oh.. well. I remember in middle school I went out a lot! [sort of]

see, this is what I’ve been reduced to. a loser. through and through. It is so sad. We wander aimlessly in the hallways during lunch because we don’t have a designated spot, stalk Danny, and moan about how loser-ish we are. I am a sad, sad creature. In class, I get hit on by creepy guys, pay attention, and desperately keep on making sure my crack and undies are not visible. I need some comfy pants, but I need sweaters even more. auf wiedersehen.


October 4, 2007 at 6:38 am Leave a comment

three days

Three more days, before the bliss we call summer vacation ends. This bliss only comes once a year, it guarantees no academic pressure, boredom, and eye bags. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t dread school that much, it’s just that I’ll just have to adjust to a steady rhythm, a routine, a pattern to follow. I guess I’m kind of looking forward to that, plus, I need to see my friends!

On another more depressing note, my grandmother is still in the hospital. It’s been two weeks I think, or maybe a little less. I’m kind of worried, but she’ll come home.

Well, I just watched a 1 Litre of Tears mv and it made me cry >< so my eyes are puffy, baggy, and disgusting. eurgh.

September 3, 2007 at 9:33 am 1 comment

so yeah. they told me

So it is Edmond :0 wow. he’s nice and smart I don’t really like him that way I guess? He taught me how to spin pens yesterday and he let me take his pen home to practice. >.>

Hank is being such a JERKFACE. He made Debra and Jessilyn cry yesterday and Thursday. I mean, we know he’s joking most of the time but he goes wayyy too overboard. He crosses the line. And he hits me too. Like everyday! It’s pissing us all off. If he doesn’t clean up his act, I’m going to stop talking to him D<

April 28, 2007 at 8:20 pm Leave a comment


Debra and Hank refuse to tell me who likes me >.< I’m seriously dying of curiosity, cause I mean, come on! who would like me? Ehh. I kind of have a feeling I know who it is though. I think it could be Edmond but I’m not sure. Heck, they’re not even sure.

I had a dream about him three months ago when I didn’t even talk to him. Twice. And I thought it was totally weird because I didn’t even talk to him or anything. seriously. Now that we’re semi-friends, they suspect they he likes me. Hmm.

Yeah, they want to trade information because I won’t tell them who liked me before. >\\< And I said I was going to tell them sophomore year. Which I don’t really want to.

Today was free cone day at Ben&&Jerry’s. I got two cones ^^v haha. and then I went to H&M and spent $80 on two outfits for Spring State, which is this week!! ❤ I can’t wait. So yeah, that’s the update. Ciao!

April 18, 2007 at 3:00 am Leave a comment


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